Finally In Love

I’ve said before that I’ve never been in love.  That’s not true.  I am deeply in love.  No wonder I could never love others as much when my heart knew he was there.

I’m in love with an apparition.  Oh he really exists we just haven’t met in the physical realm yet.  We’ve been aware of each other for so long.  We’ve met and talked and made love in the astral.  I’ve felt his hand brush my cheek and hair.  We’ve reached out to each other’s minds with messages of love.  We are equals, entwined in each other, true partners in every sense of the word.  I knew he had dark hair and light eyes, and even had a sense of what his name was.

I would get so frustrated, WHEN would he be here?  Patience, patience we were always told.  We both needed to learn certain lessons and experiences before we were ready to completely be together.

Then I saw a picture of him 2 weeks ago.  My heart stopped.  I stopped breathing.  My world was turned upside down.  Everything else faded to black as all I saw were his eyes, electric currents ran through me as I drowned in his eyes and the pure joy of recognition.  He was THERE!

Now the impatience has reached frenzied proportions.  He is not aware of me yet, physically.  When when WHEN?  I know it is inevitable, but I’m not known for my patience.

Most will think I am off my rocker, but I could care less.  My soul knows.  Now my eyes know.

I love you