Needs

Reading the post below, the parts about having everything you need and learning that reminded me of 2 lessons I learned today.  I attended a workshop on facilitating workshops and sacred circles.

At the beginning, the facilitator did a cleansing on each of us using a rattle.  I immediately felt all my guides and totems with me SO intensely.  I got quite emotional because I haven’t had that level of connection in a long time.  Wolf is one of my guardians.  She is also the one that bites me on the ass if I’m sitting there feeling sorry for myself, if I need to move, to DO.  When she appeared to me today, she bowed down to me.  I was taking a first real step into healing and furthering my life’s purpose.  I was taking responsibility for myself.  Wolf offered me respect for that.  Thank you Wolf.

During lunch I was feeling a little vulnerable from something that had triggered me in the workshop, and had the need for a little silence and composure so I went to the Church across the street.  Now I am in no way Christian, but whenever I enter a Church I cry.  Feelings and issues erupt.  Happens like clockwork.  The religion doesn’t matter, the energy that it contains is enormous and as an empath it can be overwhelming.

This time, I didn’t really feel much.  I got a little teary-eyed but was more in awe of the beautiful cathedral and it’s stained glass windows.  So I got up to leave, when I got to the last row I turned around, and let out an inner cry of anguish and asking for help healing.  And I was told, VERY clearly, “You have everything you need inside you”.

Wow.  I stood there stunned for a minute, then broke out into a huge smile as I opened the doors and walked back out into the sunshine.